On Saturday I got my first paycheck in over 2 years. Ironically, I also got my rent checks from my property management company in Utah. As I look at them both I ponder why I got these checks.
My paycheck is the result of 80 hours of work. Work that makes me wake up early, drive an hour and sit behind a desk for 8 hours a day. Work that reminds me of the Office.
My rent check was the result of one day’s work back in July 2005. Yes, I know that most of it will go to paying off mortgages and stuff, but it’s still a check that is mailed to me.
It’s become very clear to me that this going to work thing is not going to work out for me. I’ve seen the promise land and cannot go back. However, I will keep on doing the 9 to 5 until I can figure out something to do. No sense on sleeping all day and doing nothing for another year. :)